Elections: The Olympics of Cancer And Everyone Is Still Participating

 

I was asked about racism in politics and it made me think about another year of campaigning, the issues, and just how much interest it draws.  Its fascinating to me what a circus the “Campaign Trail” is and how our culture seems so interested and inspired by it.  To me it is like going to a cancer store to pick out which type you would like to contract.
My big problem with Washington is the phenomenon that allows politics to exist in the first place.  Politics is the art of breaking down a big picture into its smaller parts and then isolating them for discussion.  It is a smoke and mirrors game, and politicians are nothing more then accomplished illusionists with far more devious intentions.  What makes politics work is that you can discuss issues add nauseum because issues are like colors on a spectrum.
Example:
I like Romney because of his stance on Green.  He is far more forest green then olive green, but he is a bit too maroon for me in his stance on Red.
Racism in politics is just one small issue and the best way to discuss it is in connection with the entire general make-up of the politicians themselves. What makes them all alike and how do they get to be the “candidates” which are put in front of us to choose? If one were to examine the back stories of a political candidates they would all have one very specific trait in common. They all found their way by either being a part of a powerful and successful business or by learning to manipulate and pander to those who had financial power.  The secret ingredient to any power recipe in this culture is money, so people with the art of politics latch on to people with bank accounts like rhemora fish on sharks.  This activity is so exhaustively consuming that an obsession must develop for power that costs these participants their abilities to see people as anything more then pawns to rule. 
Racism as a topic of discussion is just one of the ways that politicians get judged, but more importantly get attention, but the actual issue of their percieved bigotry goes far deeper. It is a lack of relation to other humans and a deep sense of viewing people as either valuable to me or useless to me.  Nothing more can be made of any relationship for successful politicians.  Most people that have developed a perception of the world in this manner have a disregard for the individual characters of anyone, and they simply lie as if it were their native language in order to secure their places in the power structure.   This only works because somehow politicians can still create an illusion of genuine concern for those who are still listening and believing that the illusions are real.  Believing in the illusion of politics isn’t just good entertainment though, it is the blueprint for complete moral and civil decay.
The biggest problem with our current political system is that there is nothing being done to anoint people with genuine leadership skills. Government office holders should be determined by figuring out the skill set and the capabilities that lend themselves to the greatest problems faced by that specific locality, and then efforts should be made to select the people who genuinely possess those qualities.  Let them lead until those issues are resolved.  Then repeat!  Instead we put a bunch of rich assholes with tremendous experience in disingenuous behavior and manipulation up on a stage, and let a circus begin.  Their only talent is to meticulously investigate exactly what most people want, and then try to act like that person!  They even hire other specialists to help then do this better then everyone else.  Its sickening, and it is paid for by the corporate interests which finance their efforts.   Then once elected they can in some fashion continue to act like that person, but also perform in the circus of distractions while ultimately serving in every way possible the wealth who granted them their part. It is fucking stupid, and it is a self destructive system for all.  It is getting worse, yet we all still line up to “exercise our freedom to choose”!  I guess that if you are going to get cancer you may as well be able to choose which kind.  So the question that was originally posed was; are republicans racist? My answer is yes, and they are also dehumanizers.  So are the democrats! 
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Politics

I should have posted this yesterday.  RIP Martin Luther King. 

Alright this needs to be said!!!  I feel bad for politicians.  And you all say WHAT?!!!!!

Well let me explain.  Politicians are now people who have been groomed to lie, cheat and swindle their entire lives.  Politicians are people who have all but completely allowed their humanity to be swallowed by the purest and most dominant form of evil on earth today, “Greed”.  Greed and power lust.  Ever since we were children we have been taught about power and made to feel as though others are either better then us or worse.  People can’t possibly be equal.  That is ridiculous.  And most all of us have bought this ridiculousness except for the greatest voices of the past century.  Politicians, capitalists, businessmen, athletes, and anyone that has a competitive spirit has vowed to find a way to be better then anyone that they can.  This energy and drive has inspired tremendous progress, but at some point we lost the grand purpose of these efforts and the one thing that makes poor people rich, that makes sad people happy, that makes dying people rest in peace, that makes ordinary people extraordinary.  The effort and energy was to be spent for the betterment of all people, and not just people but the whole planet.  Everything that brings life to our world.  We lost that, and the politicians were supposed to be the ones to remind us, the ones who were supposed to never forget!  That was and always will be their only purpose, and they have lost that.  I can’t imagine how awful it must be to be so empty of purpose the way all politicians are, and to spend your days and nights never ever tasting even a sliver of genuineness.  How awful it must be to have no concept of who you are or why your mouth keeps flapping and sounds keep escaping with absolutely no meaning.  What are the last moments of their lives like when they have nothing but the memories of what they forgot to protect?  That makes me sad.

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Call to Action

Human beings are destroying the planet!  This is not a campaign for political action.  This is simply a wake up call to all that live under the false assumption that Industrial Civilization is humanity’s greatest achievement.  In fact, it is the earth’s worst tragedy!

Fact: Capitalism at its very core values profit and power over life and liberty.  In order for industry to function at the highest level of revenue generating efficiency (the goal of any corporation), exploitation of both living and non-living resources is essential!  The system creates a horrifying disconnect from real life by allowing for the formation of the corporate structure.  This entity becomes more powerful and more important then any actual living being, and its survival is more important then the lives of the humans, animals and plants that it comes to contact with, and most likely destroys. Even the creators and manipulators of the powerful corporate machine are often replaced or eliminated for the sole purpose of maintaining corporate growth or progress, or simply for corporate sustainability.

While this system can be linked to overwhelming technological advancement and scientific discovery, what is always covered up or consciously or subconsciously ignored are the TRUE COSTS attributed to our technology and advancement!  Most of us have a threshold for which we are okay, and we have a line that our own internal ethics draws where we then look for accountability.  For example, we are all aware that animal testing is being done to explore new medicines for the treatment of disease.  Most agree that this process is necessary and okay, as long as we don’t know specifically what is being done to these animals, and for what purpose.  If we venture into the specific nature of the animal testing, then we usually start to get upset.

What is important to note in this example is that generalities and ignorance are routinely the cause of society allowing abhorrent behaviors.  As long as I remain ignorant to the specific nature by which electricity comes to my home, and I accept the generality that Commonwealth Edison is a caring and ethical establishment focused on “building and sustaining community progress”, I will allow the environmentally destructive and toxic process of mining, processing and burning coal because of course I am entitled to watch my flat screen television and keep my house cool in the summer. As long as I pay my electric bill, I get my electricity, but it is a bit harder for me to accept this when a coal mine in West Virginia blows up, and I start to better understand the process.

I will ignore the mountains of toxic radioactive waste from nuclear reactor sites that there is no safe method of disposal for (except to build munitions with it and shoot it at Iraqis and Afghans in the Middle East where it can lay radioactive in the soil with a half-life of 250,000 years causing cancer, birth defects, organ failures, psychosis, and hundreds of other nasty health issues to anyone that is exposed to it).  As long as I see cancer as some inconvenient and coincidental new disease that has nothing to do with Industrial Expansion, and I can firmly believe that science is just around the corner from finding a cure, I can continue to check my emails and send texts on my smart phone!  

For after all, I am entitled to my electricity, my cell phone, and my internet , and the only cost to me shows up on a bill that I get in the mail every month!  Money is the balancing force counteracting on every injustice, and who can possibly argue that contracting cancer or being killed in a mine explosion is not injustice?  Yet death and sickness come to people and ecosystems every day for the sole purpose of corporate profit and expansion, and this ever expanding linear system has become so powerful and established that it now negatively impacts every form of life on the planet!!! Even YOU!  We are all eating chemically altered food, drinking tainted water, breathing polluted air, living amongst countless toxic products and gadgets made by slaves (workers who are paid barely enough to feed themselves have no better of a life then slaves), ingesting countless drugs and chemically laced supplements that can’t possibly be deemed safe in every case, and scariest of all, we have all poured our happiness, security, faith, and future into an exponentially growing linear system of consumption and destruction!

The evidence is all around us, and all the stories connect.  You don’t have to be an environmentalist to see the problems of pollution and global warming.  You don’t have to be a geologist or physicist to see that using ancient organic decaying matter (oil and coal, even simpler carbon, even simpler everything that was alive and died on the planet before us) to fuel a constantly growing civilization is unsustainable.  The resource is finite, and it will run out.  You don’t have to be an economist or a financial expert to see that using a paper currency debt system where as all monies that enter the system are representation of debt owed back to its originator (Central Bank) plus INTEREST, is a system that is also unsustainable.  Yet here again, no matter how ridiculous the details and specifics of our monetary system truly are, the fact is that the ignorance and accepted generalities of the system keep it in power.  Most people have no idea where their money comes from, or how the system came to be.  They only know that they need the money, and their time and energy needs to be spent trying to get it!

This cannot continue.  The world and all life on it will eventually be consumed by this system!  To solve the most basic problem we must first be able to collectively see this very obvious point.  We must also be able to shed our entitlement to power and consumption because we see its true cost, and use all that we know and all that we are to find a better way!  If an asteroid were on a collision course with earth it would undeniably capture the focus and attention of all of man kind.  Industrial Civilization is an invisible and rapidly accelerating asteroid that will soon engulf the earth.  We need to assume accountability for our injustices, and seek true sustainability, symbiosis with the earth, and a truly advanced non-linear system utilizing renewable resources.  This cannot even be started under the constraints of the need for corporate profit.  We cannot continue to value and empower non-living machine type entities (corporations and governments), over actual living beings (plants and animals (man is included in this and does not need to be listed separate from animals)).

Most importantly it is time for us all to realize that everything is connected, and the most basic definition of sickness or lack of health should be a situation where a living being is disconnected in some fashion from the symbiotic workings of the miracle that is life.  Man does not own or rule the earth.  The earth was here first.  Even if we did own this planet, it would not explain or justify all the actions that we take to destroy it.  We feel that we own our homes, and if so it makes an incredible amount of sense to take care of it and maintain it.  It would be hard to criticize someone who spent so much time and effort on maintaining and improving their home during their lifetime that when they died and left it to their children, it was in better shape then when they first inhabited it!  This is how we need to view the earth.  This is how primitive cultures viewed and respected their homes (the land they lived on), and it is the responsibility of any great leader to see to it that all which makes their lives possible is sustainable and abundant for future prosperity.

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Jesus and the Winter Solstice

As we approach the traditionally recognized celebration of the birth of Jesus Christ it is important to remember exactly where this tradition comes from.  The story of Jesus is hardly original.  The details described in his life story are unbelievably similar to several other cherished deities before him from cultures all over the world.  We often forget that there were many traditions which pre-dated the time of Jesus only 2000 years ago, and several of the known traditions tell stories of deities born on December 25.  The reason is that this is the day in the northern hemisphere when the “Sun” is reborn to us promising a new year of new life and plentiful bounty.  If one were to look into a clear night sky this evening they would notice how Jesus’s birth story is a personification of a celestial event which occurs on Christmas eve.  The Three Kings were to follow the britest star in the sky Sirius to the place of the birth of the Savior.  If you look to the stars tonight you will be able to draw a straight line through the sky starting at Orion’s Belt or the (Three Kings) and tracing down to the North Star.  If you continue that line down it will point to the exact point on the horizon where the Sun will rise on December 25th.  On December 25th the sun will also rise 1 degree in the sky forecasting the coming of longer days and eventual spring.  This event is referred to as the Winter Solstice.

I think that this short documentary does an exceptional job of explaining this accurate mythological comparison.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oDWYEbsnWMg

Happy Winter Solstice Everyone!  Winter is always a wonderful time to spend on an inward journey of discovery, to find who we truly are and ask why we were led to be something else.  I don’t post this message to in any way belittle the teachings of Jesus, for I see tremendous value in the virtues that he bestows, so Merry Christmas as well and Happy Hanukkah as well.  We must dispatch with our deeply rooted need to feel and notice the differences between one another and find a way to cherish and adorn all that makes us the same starting with the sun, the stars and all that this planet does to nurture our existence! Please Love Everyone and Everything in the World as your New Year’s Resolution!!

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State of the Blog World, and World World

It has become a daily ritual for me to sift through my blog posts from others in the hopes of finding some beautiful expression of humanness.  I want so deeply for some sort of cyber-connectedness so that I may believe that this medium has a useful purpose.  I want so much to believe that humans were intended to arrive at this “technologically advanced state” for some greater purpose.  What power to have any bit of information that we could ever desire at our fingertips at a moment’s notice, but does it make our lives better in any way?  We can quickly and easily find diagnosis information and treatment techniques/strategies for just about any disease or irregularity known to man in an instant.  With power like that at our fingertips it should bring about a healthy and thriving culture, but we have more sickness and more diverse varieties of disorders then ever before.

I have learned through my many wonderful experiences of emursion in wild nature that life is about connectedness.  We have made it about knowledge, but this has proved to be far from enough.  The experiment is being done before our eyes, and the results are in.  How many of you or the people that you know can say that they love who they are and they love everything around them?  Neither can I, especially when I am sitting in front of this screen.  If I were to give you a blank piece of paper and ask you to write down everything that you love, how long would it take you to fill the page?  How long would it take you to fill that same paper with things that you hate? 

Right now think of the one thing that you love most.  Maybe it is your child or children.  Maybe it is your spouse or significant other.  Maybe it is a parent.  Maybe it is your pet, or your favorite place.  If there is nothing that works right now then think back to a time when there was that one thing.  It doesn’t matter what or whom it is, but something about that makes you feel human, worthy, alive.  Embrace that feeling right now, put that one love in your mind and frame that feeling.  Sit with it and stop time for just a moment.  Would you say that you trust that feeling?  Does this moment help you to know what trust means again?  I believe in this feeling and I believe that it makes us all worthy of the incredible gift of life that we have been given.  Don’t ever believe for a second that you don’t deserve to trust, to love, and to be loved in return.  That feeling is yours and we all have it in common.

I read the posts that come into this blog every day and I search for that one other person somewhere out there, who is feeling that feeling that we have in common.  Maybe they don’t express it, maybe they try, and maybe they do express it.  I hate that I just don’t know because I can’t trust what is posted.  I can’t see their eyes and know that there is genuineness in what they share, and it really bothers me.  I can’t hear if it is their heart that speaks. 

I created this blog to share myself with the world and to have a medium to receive the world right back.  One of my favorite lines comes from a poem by William Butler Yates:

While on the shop and street I gazed

my body of a sudden blazed.

For 20 minutes more or less

it felt so great, my happiness

that I was blessed and could bless.  -William Butler Yates

It would be so easy for me to lash out at all who use my blog to drop in links and key words for their own gain.  I don’t know half of the tricks or strategies, but don’t they see that what they are chasing is an empty life with significant indirect costs?  You that only promotes your own self here, you unknowingly destroy what can be gained by others who truly desire connection.  So I ask with such deep regard to all who visit here; is there any way to be genuine?  Can I trust you?  Be human, and take your shoes off when you enter here.  Come to the table at this sacred place and take all that you require.  I have laid it out for you.  If you wish to leave a gift, then just be genuine.  If you want more then ask, and I will do the same.  What would the world be if this were always true of us all?

 

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Using Only What I Know to Understand Who I Am

Today I was thinking about symbiosis.  I lead nature walks, yet I really know very little about the complex and interrelated relationships happening in the numerous ecosystems that I visit and attempt to introduce people to.  I’ve come to realize that I am not much of a specialist on anything.  I can name some species of plants and animals, and I know some names for various terrain.  I know the difference between a cloudy day and a sunny one, and I can usually tell whether it is windy or humid.  I know the simple stuff.  The in-depth scientific discipline of labeling, observing and predicting the behaviors and attributes of natural beings is very interesting to me and I relish the knowledge that some people possess on this topic, but having very little of it I can still tell you who I am without a shred of doubt.

I am a member of a larger community of living and non-living beings.  I know that whatever I need to survive and to in fact flourish is being provided for me by this community.  It is very important to me to be completely aware that the materials which provide my shelter, warmth and safety, the food with which I consume, and the resources needed to bring me water are all gifts from a community to which I belong.  So it is important for me to understand exactly what it means to belong to a “community” so that I may know what is expected of me in return.  As I said, I don’t know too much about the details of symbiotic relationships in nature, so I decided to search for a worthy example from within. 

I know that my body is not a single entity, but a community of organs, bones, and tissues.  I don’t know too much about my body either, and that is a shame, but I know enough to understand this:  each of the members of this community which makes up my body must perform a specific task so that the community as a whole can experience the miracle of life.  My heart pumps my blood around my body.  My lungs fill my blood with life giving oxygen.  My mouth and nose supply my lungs with the oxygen (which is given by plants).  My hands and mouth work to supply food to my stomach where digestion occurs and supplies my blood with more essential nutrient to keep all of my body parts functioning healthy.  My digestive system removes unnecessary waste, while my liver and kidneys work to keep my system clean and free from debilitating toxins.  My skin and hair also work to keep me free of harmful substances.   My brain controls the functionality of everything, but it cannot function without the oxygen, nutrients and blood that is provided by the functioning community.  Each organ serves a very specific and essential purpose, but most importantly none of them can function without the others.  The absence of any of these functioning parts will lead to death or at the very least disease.  (dis-ease is the absence of easiness). 

So I go back with this example to my place in the community of life for which I benefit greatly.  I live a life protected from the elements thanks to the gifts of different materials found in nature.  I eat every day thanks to the gifts of the lives of various plants and animals and the materials used to package and deliver them to the place where I consume.  My water comes from the gifts of human engineers, workers and materials from the earth, to a faucet in my home for whenever I am thirsty or would like to bathe.  I do not let the illusions of economics delude me from understanding that although I need to pay an accepted currency based price for all of these gifts, they all originated and were removed from the natural world for my benefit and sustinance.   I have taken the essential assistance that the natural world has readily provided during my entire life, and what have I given in return?

In the example of my body, if I am one of the organs of community then what can I learn from the working of my body?  I know that if any of the parts of my body stop functioning in a way that benefits the rest of my body then I will die, or at least be left to deal with a disease.  My heart needs electrical stimulus which is provided by my brain to pump blood.  If my heart decides to just accept electrical stimulus but refuse to pump blood, it will destroy my functioning brain and destroy me.  So I must accept that in order to protect the health and life giving ability of the earth, I must find a way to serve as one of its organs. 

I look around at this culture and I see a species who chooses to take from a community and refuses to give back or even to acknowledge that it has any allegiance to this working community.  I see a culture that swears an illusionary allegiance only to itself.  This sickness is so mainstream that a quick glance at the definition of the word “community” will bring you this:

The term community has two distinct meanings:

  -Wikipedia-

  So our culture believes that only if your a biologist is there any reason to believe that humans are part of the working symbiosis that allows for life to flourish on this planet.  I try to find an example in my body to relate to this behavior, and within me fortunately I cannot.  But I can find an example within the bodies of friends and family, and that is cancer.

If we do not learn to recognize that the living earth is a community of life that functions solely on the miracle of cyclical symbiosis.  If we do not learn that our existence is the only evidence necessary to show us that we are a part of this community, and we do not see that any member of the community who refused to function in service of the rest of the miraculous system will cause disease and quite possible death to the whole community, then we are most certainly doomed to the fate that cancer shares with every communal body that it infects.

What do you think that you can do to become a better member of the community of life to which you belong?  I would love to hear some answers.

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This is your Life

I found this poster on facebook and while I felt that it had some merit and inspirational value to it, I also felt it needed some extra work.  This is my version of the text:

THIS IS YOUR LIFE.  BE THANKFUL FOR THE MYSTERY OF HOW IT FOUND YOU AND WHAT MAKES IT POSSIBLE.  EXPLORE THAT MYSTERY.  BE AWARE OF THE GIFTS YOU RECEIVE. RECOGNIZE LOVE IN YOUR LIFE LIKE YOU HAVE SINCE INFANCY.  RELATE TO EVERYTHING AROUND YOU.  BE GRATEFUL.  DO WHAT YOU LOVE AND A GENUINE FAMILY WILL GROW AROUND YOU.   STOP OVER ANALYZING, LIFE IS SIMPLE.  ALL EMOTIONS ARE BEAUTIFUL.  SPEND TIME ON ONLY WHAT IS DEEPLY SATISFYING, AND ASK NATURE IF YOU ARE NOT SURE WHAT THAT IS.  THERE IS NOTHING IN THE WORLD THAT IS MORE OR LESS IMPORTANT THEN YOU. TRAVEL OFTEN; GETTING LOST WILL MOST ASSUREDLY HELP YOU FIND YOURSELF.  TRUST YOUR BODY AND YOUR INSTINCTS.  LIFE IS ABOUT THE SACRED THINGS WE CREATE AND IMPROVE, BUT IT IS ALSO ABOUT THE SACRED THINGS WE DESTROY.  EVERYTHING HAS A COST TO BE AWARE OF.  BALANCE IS CRUCIAL.  FORGIVE YOURSELF; AND ONLY AFTERWARD WORK TO FORGIVE OTHERS.  YOUR DREAMS WILL HELP YOU DEFINE WHO YOU WERE MEANT TO BE AND WHAT YOU WERE MEANT TO SHARE.  EVERYTHING ALIVE MUST GROW AND CHANGE.  FIND WHAT MAKES YOU COMFORTABLE AND LEAVE IT OFTEN; IT IS THE ONLY WAY TO CONTINUE GROWING.  EVERY MOMENT OF OUR EXISTANCE CAN AND SHOULD HOLD VALUE TO THE WORLD.  STAY THE COURSE TO A PROFOUND PERSONAL LEGACY, AND KNOW THAT THIS JOURNEY IS ENOUGH TO FILL THE PERFECT LIFE.

I would absolutely relish questions and clarification requests!

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Living and Dying in the Land of Illusions

Today I am thinking about existence.  That’s a big thought huh?  Until just a few weeks ago, I believed that I was alive therefore existing, and at some time in the future, I would die and cease to exist.  Because I believed that my death would be an end, it felt natural to understand my birth as a beginning.  Carrying this understanding has left me feeling very vulnerable and anxious for some time.  What will I do with this one life that I have?  How can I prevent this life from being ended?  These are very big questions, and in our culture these big questions have fueled very large industries.  Bombarded by information attacking me from all different directions as it does every single day, I sat and I breathed slowly and deeply.  I let my mind clear to the deepest level of my capability.  What do I know?

Today billions of animals (including humans) will be born and billions will die.  Today billions of plants will germinate and billions will die.  Today trillions of chemical processes will take place and transform elements into compounds, compounds into elements, and compounds into different compounds.  Today water will become gas and water will become ice and vice-versa.  This is just a mess of nonsense and rambling though right?  What would any of this have to do with me sitting at my computer?  I just need to eat, breathe and exist until I die.  That is what life is right?

I am learning to understand that this chair in front of my computer which I now sit is not the center of the universe.  What’s really funny though is that while for so long I believed that I was at the center of the universe, I also believed that I could be separate from the universe. I thought that I was given a special bubble of protection that keeps what the world does from impacting me, and what I do from impacting the world (unless of course I wanted it to).  That which I did not know about, or chose to ignore, did not exist.  For so long now I have looked out believing all that is in the world was outside for me to perceive as a visiting spectator, as if I had paid for an all inclusive ticket to the world, and I could leave it once I grew tired of its entertainment value.

I now know that the illusion of being the center of the universe for so long was very useful, but the illusion of being separate from the universe when I chose to was very debilitating.  I am of the universe for it is part of the universe that has made up me.  I now know that my make up existed before I was born, and that which I now call me will be here long after I die.  My life is a gifted state of being that the universe has chosen for a short time, and my death will merely be a transformation of me into something else.  This I will have no choice about, so I can only choose to submit and to serve the universe, or keep my debilitating illusion that has brought me such vulnerability and anxiety.  In choosing to release this illusion I am starting to understand that everything I sense is also part of the universe, therefore also part of me.  I am learning that the energy of the universe is love which much be shared or the universe will cease.  It is now my mission to practice and perfect the act of loving that which is inside me and all around me, for this craft will bring peace, connectedness and fulfillment.  This story is definitely to be continued.

You may come to terms with this message by whatever spiritual pathway you have chosen for yourselves, but know that when you seek to find contradictions in this message, you fail to sense and feel the love, and you fight against the universe which created you.  I encourage you to seek here what feels rewarding, inspiring and beautiful, so we may sit here together and share our existence!

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What can be found in Nature

Why do I spend my time in nature, and why should you?

Our civilized human lives are dominated by invisible dependencies to exploited resources.  Everything that we eat and consume is stolen without perceived accountability for its effect.  I have learned that it is not the act of eating which is wrong; it is the matter with which we take our food.  I have learned that it is not the act of breathing that is wrong, but the manner with which we take our air.  In order to know myself better, it is important that I make these dependencies visible, and that I see the difference between exploiting resources and graciously utilizing them.  It is also very important for me and for the future of my children that I understand the inevitable accountability that the world will face for the irresponsible and blind behaviors of humans. 

When I spend time in nature I am awakened to a deeper understanding of my place in the community of life.  There is an energy present amongst all the life on earth that pulses with one heart; a connectedness that has to be found.  I go out into nature because I know that it is there.  I was lucky enough to stumble upon this energy by chance encounter, and I learned that I have no entitlement to this connectedness.  I learned that the simple act of surrendering to it is what allows for the energy to be perceived.  So I train my senses and open to the many different ways that it may capture me, and make me feel alive.  The more I explore and learn, the easier it becomes to find this energy and to bask in it, but more importantly to understand what it needs from me.  I am learning that answering the needs of this one connected heart beat brings the ultimate fulfillment.  I want to show you if you just ask, and I want you to know how much you belong to it all.

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Fukushima Disaster

Written By: GreenRevolutionary
For two months now massive plumes of radiative particles have been spewing into the atmosphere from the crippled nuclear power plant in Fukushima. These particles have been carried through the jetstream across the northern pacific ocean, to the west coast of north america, to the east coast and then finally across the atlantic to Europe and eventually, if it hasn’t already, the atmosphere of the entire global north will be contaminated by the radioactive particles produced by the multiple reactor meltdowns in Fukushima.

The Japanese government and the company responsible for managing the plant; Tepco, have been pouring massive amounts of water onto the nuclear reactors but have been unable to raise the water level at all within the reactors; which are designed to be full of water at all times. The coolant systems which have now failed were supposed to supply 1 million gallons of water per minute to each of Fukushima’s six reactors [according to Dr. Helen Caldicott http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4ITrXVJMKeQ&feature=player_embedded]; apparently they had no backup plan in case they were unable to supply this preposterous amount of water to the reactor at any point.

There has been no real progress made in Fukushima since the beginning of the accident; in fact things have only gotten much worse. Tepco and the government’s attempts to raise the water levels in reactors 1 and 2 have totally failed either because there is massive leaking of radioactive water into the ground and surrounding environment, or because they are unable to provide water at the rate necessary to cool the reactors enough for water to exist in their vicinity. Either way, the reactors are still exposed to the air, still releasing massive amounts of radiation into the atmosphere, and still at risk of hydrogen explosions.

Additionally, we know that Tepco and the government have been intentionally dumping massive amounts of radioactive water directly into the ocean; because they simply have nowhere else to store it all. This radioactive water will travel the major ocean currents of the pacific and eventually will flow down the west coast of North America. In the center will be the great pacific garbage gyre being bathed in radioactive rain. All ocean systems are ultimately connected and it is possible that the dumping of so much nuclear waste into the ocean could contaminate the seas worldwide.

And the radiation won’t stop coming out of the reactors for an estimated 6 to 9 months according to Tepco and the government; a timetable which many scientists seem to think is extremely optimistic. So radiation will continue to pour out of the plant until then.

But wait a minute, I’m not sick yet. What does exposure to radiation actually do to the human body?

Well, radiation exposure can effect one in a few different ways depending on the type and amount of exposure. Let’s explore what the future holds for our species.

First, there is Acute Radiation Syndrome. This occurs when a person is exposed to a source of ionizing radiation, and refers to health effects which appear quickly [within several months of exposure] rather than over the long term [years or decades after exposure]. This is when someone is exposed to an external source of radiation, rather than ingesting a radioactive particle into one’s body through the lungs or digestive tract. In other words, this is what people in Japan and nearby the plant have to worry about. The speed of the onset of symptoms usually indicates the severity of the dose.

Acute radiation sickness normally indicates a large dose. The average dose of radiation administered to a person by a medical x-ray device is something like 0.1 Gy, and people begin to get acute radiation sickness at doses of 1-2 Gy. Though there have been exposures of more than 30Gy, 8 Gy is more than sufficient to kill 100% of those exposed, with or without care.

An exposure of 6-8 Gy kills between 95-100% of those who do not receive care, an between 50-100% of those who do not. Exposures of 2-6 Gy kills between 5-50% of those who receive care and between 5-100% of those who do not.

Now the fun part; the symptoms!

1. Nausea, vomiting, lack of appetite
2. Bleeding from Orifices
3. Massive infections
4. Anemia
5. Loss of white blood cells (leukopenia)
6. Hair loss
7. Central Nervous Systems ranging from cognitive impairment to seizures, tremor and ataxia (severe lack of coordination of muscle movements)
8. Etc.

Furthermore, if you are lucky enough to have a small enough exposure to survive the Acute Radiation Syndrome, you also have to deal with the long-term cancer risks associated with accumulated radiation exposure. Every particle of radioactive dust or fallout you breath in or ingest adds to your risk of getting cancer and will irradiate you from the inside out until it is removed, expelled or decays. This causes cancer. Exposures are cumulative; so every dose one gets adds to one’s chance of getting cancer.

Fallout comes down in the rain. It has been raining where I live for six days, and at first I was mostly avoiding it and staying inside. I looked on in sadness as the radioactive rain fell down on the plants and animals and the soil outside. I have no gieger counter, but I have a basic understanding of the interconnectedness of all things. I know the jetstream is bringing radioactive fallout down in the rain where I live. I know this will be happening for a very long time. They won’t even have the the situation under control until next year at the earliest.

Sitting in the garden the day before yesterday I came to this realization; there are over 440 nuclear reactors in the world. There are over 100 in my own country; the majority of which seem to be concentrated in the Northeast, where I live. There will be more accidents. Eventually, as the grid comes down, there will be no one left with the ability to entomb reactors and there will be massive radiation leakage, almost certainly, whatever we do.

I sat down on the wet grass under a small peach tree and surrounded by flowers and plants yet to bloom. The pair of cardinals who’ve built their nest in an evergreen next to the house used the time in between rain showers to gather food. The robins who are moving in to an adjacent shrub shuttled in and out of their new home, each time returning to the nest with a beakful of small twigs. Pollinators swarm the flowers during the lull in the rain.

And then, the rain began to fall again. Lightly at first, and I did not move. Why should I. What is the point? I’m virtually guaranteed cancer at this point anyway, even before this accident. All this does is help me let go of the denial. If I live long enough, I will get cancer. I guess in my heart I’ve always sort of known we’d reach that point in my lifetime; the point at which the environment is so contaminated with carcinogens that virtually 100% of humans will get cancer in their lifetimes.

As it began to pour harder I looked at all of the living things around me. The living world in the place where I live and love enduring baptism by nuclear fallout. Large heavy drops fall on my head, my shoulders, my back, my arms, my legs. My shoulders and back were soon wet through my now moist shirt. The robins continue shuttling. The male cardinal hops from branch to branch low to the ground in the woods, hunting. I do not see the female. I lift my face to the sky and open my mouth, and tears escape from the corners of my eyes to run down my cheeks and mix with the radioactive rain on their way down to the ground.

And there was peace. There was calm. This is where I live. This is my landbase. This is my rain. Our fates are fused. If there is fallout in the rain, and there may not be today but there certainly will be plenty of times before they get this disaster under control, then there will be fallout in my body. So be it. That makes it all the easier to fight for this place while there is still some fight left in me. The years go on; entire ecosystems die – last year the gulf of mexico. The year before the discovery of the great pacific garbage gyre. This year the entire north pacific ocean.

A personal future in this world becomes easier and easier to sacrifice. A personal future filled with low white blood cell counts, dying of massive infections in a similar manner to aids patients. Or a personal future with low platelet counts; which are responsible for the clotting of blood and without which the body may bleed profusely and unexpectedly from the nose, rectum or the simplest of skin abrasions. Or dying of bone cancer – or perhaps bone necrosis; where the bone inside a part of one’s body dies; and the dead tissue decomposes and causes surrounding tissue to die. Tissue necrosis often leads to gangrene. A personal future watching everything I love die. That’s what waiting lead to. That’s what the kind of denial that would have me go hide inside from the rain leads to.

I’d rather a personal future spent fighting fiercely for that which is left of what I love; fighting fiercely for life. I don’t want to witness the death of the world. I don’t want to witness the total and complete unraveling of the web of life. I won’t be one of those left at the end who go can only leave the house in protective gear for ten minutes at a time to look at the last remaining tree in town before it too dies of radiation poisoning.

No, instead I’ll fight for what’s left of the web of life, while anything at all still remains of it. I will put everything I am into this fight while I still can. I will fight because there’s no better future I’d rather hold out for. I will fight for the right of future generations not just of human beings but of all species to exist on this planet, our home, if we can defend it from those who would participate in omnicide in exchange for a little cash in their pocket. It’s time to wake up to reality, time to wake up to responsibility and time to kick the rabid, psychopathic leaders of government and industry off of the fucking planet once and for all.

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